Feb. 03 : Maps

college. etc

college life. is hard.
college studying. not so bad.

it's just like how jen said it, "It's hella hard finding friends that you can hang out with." It is. I've met so many acquaintances. but not friends friends. It's totally not like how it used to be.  And like when i meet ppl, i dont wanna seem hella desperate to find out if they are hangable or not. I dont want to give out the wrong impression.  But honestly, it feels lonely out here sometimes. like, damn. nobody calls me up to see if i wanna go and eat with them anymore.  everybody is busy with their own life. and i hate it when ppl read bout your life and then suddenly call you up b/c they see what i wrote and they feel pity for me. that sucks.

i think i need a job. to make me have less time to worry bout friends. and job = easy to make friends. but damn, i dont wanna work here, hella low wage.

and im not the party type either. i aint gonna go to a party to make new friends. maybe to get free drinks, but not to find friends. UGH.

no one to kick it with. hm. life is boring as hell for me right now.

p.s.- then why r all my pictures are of me smiling. maybe cause im at home when im taking these pic .............

sad. cause i dont know why im acting like this. emotional b/c of period, maybe?

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random update!

hi guys! random update! it's all been going well. just got my wisdom teeth pulled like a week ago. spending hella time with friends b4 that, shoo! no food for the past week. ah! anyways, im almost better! im moving into san jose probably on the 19th or 20th. i really need to start gettin ready. how are you all doing? anyways, just wanted to remind everybody, "KILL THIS HYPE!" yeah. me and annie jie just started this hat hype. hopefully, you guys get the message of "dont follow society's footsteps" watever la. i need to go shopping, and eat. b4 i can't have a good meal down there! rmemeber to call me up and hang guys! i'll update more later.

p.s.- you guys should check out my new layout and comment ;D

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1yr. anniversary

hey!! today is my 1yr. anniversary. and me went to Great America to celebrate yesterday. here are the pics from yesterday. it's from end of day to beginning of day! comment comment!